48 years later

 

Its me after 48 years.

  Everyone said I looked happier today. Of course I do and still. I received many good wishes and prayers from 90 people, at least, through FB, Whatsapp, sms, email and verbally wished.  I am nobody, just a humble human being and 90 well wishers is a large pool to me. Thank you Allah. I am blessed to have such number of people praying good future for me and my family.

They came from my beloved family members, friends, friends’ friends, and clients.

What a good feeling……..

48 years old..???!!uwwaaaa….!!! b..b..bb..but…I don't feel like one..

Hello…!!!!!!.. knock.!.knock…! You’re 2 more years to 50…

yeah..yeah.. I know I’ve lived for 48 years and its about time to get sickness. Sickness that would normally attacked the 40 something like me.

25th September 2012  was my birthday and it was the same day when an appointment was set, with an elderly friendly doctor, Dr.Ho, who has a good sense on humor.

The hospital was not too crowded.

I waited for Dr.Ho with full of anxieties…...

gghghghg….ggg……gggrrr……… , as if I was waiting for news from God.

JENG..!!JENG..!!.JENG..!!!

I didn't get straight A’s. I got Hyperthyroid. My thyroid gland makes too much thyroid hormone. No wonder I’m hyper active, that sitting in the cinema for 2 hours is a no-no or I would just ZZzzzzZzz.. in there. A long hours driving makes me feel like standing while pressing on the paddle.

Its not cancerous though, according to the specialist. That was the result of my blood test.

Phew…!!!

O’ Almighty Allah. Thank you…thank you….

My hubby and I walked out of the Doctor’s office with a wide smile. Its not cancerous..!!!!

Deep in me, I know Allah is testing me. HE loves me and my family that, HE doesnt want to burden us. I also realize that its a warning from HIM, for me, to ………errr…mmm…….uh..…so many things that I am supposed to be doing and should be improved. With God’s willing, I will try, ya Rabb, I will.

Thank you to all my well wishers. I wish the same for you. Ameen……